failed feels

this post i wrote it many days ago liao,
but i still got no enough doc to upload it,
so delay and delay,
till tonight i'm gonna post it

ok,
i had a competition at SMA 1 on 19 may with friends and seniors,
2 weeks before competition days coming,
we practise again and again.
although i was playing and seems not serious while practise,
but at anywhere i do practice.
yeah ANYWHERE.
once at school hall,my friend and i was waiting for bus,
then i felt bored so i asked her to practise with me :')
many people saw us le,
but nevermind la.

at tution centre i also practise.

all of my students looked at me with open mouth.

lol

also at my mom's stall,
my aunt said "kana siaw pek yio le lea"
lol
and just 2 weeks time we learn all the step.
i think its quite fast already la.

before the day of competition coming (night)

Qiqi and i went to axuan's house sleep.

coz afraid not enough time to make-up and rather ma fan,

actually we planned that 7 of us will sleep together at axuan's house,

but people which their parents allowed just me and Qiqi -.-

i couldn't fall asleep coz... just couldn't la,

Qiqi sleep like a pig and don't know what she said while she slept.

lol

then axuan accompany me with have heart to heart talk till very late at night,

so we just slept for 2 hours.

wkwkwk

the first day's costume

 the pics like this pose was photographer asked us pose de ><

if i'm not wrong,just us have.

happy a

these individual photoes was taken by jessica (pelak seng)

xp

not bad ba?
wkwkwkk


then masuk final and would dance again on 20 may.
the costume topic was must on red and white colour as our country's flag.

all red and white,

our shoes tie also red and white

ckckck

we were very confident that the champion will be ours.
but how stupid we were,
why we never think whether they will cheat or not?
never think there was their place and they'll win for sure,
just don't know on which position.
like people said QI WANG YUE GAO SHI WANG YUE DA
don't know my pin yin true or not la,
hahahah

after announced the 1st,2nd and the 3rd one,

i go aside,

then otw go to eat,

ationg's mom send AN WEI message for her,

she show it to me and my tears drop down coz i was very GAN tONG :')

then i quickly pull my helm's glass down to covered my face.

i ride mery then she was the first one know i cry coz i couldn't tahan my cry voice.

and she asked me "yaya,lea hao h?"
i said "bo lah,song hong"

lol

oh y,
my mom let me ride motorbike le :D
reached loro,
my mom called me asked...the meaning like i forget where is my home or i lost my way.
then asked got champion?
i said no,
and she spoke like very fierce,
no any GU LI or AN wEI's word
:'(

i eat roti tisue.

ah,

my roti tissue story is quite funny.

at there i was very shy want to raise my head up,

then my phi cui gonna stream down to my mouth so i messaged mery and wrote "ambilkan tisu"
then she thought i asked her to order roti tissue,

so she ordered it for me.lol

actually i don't have appetite de,

anw she ordered then i eat lo.

back home,
have a shower then Qiqi sent us a message
she wrote

 that message made me feel more touched than ationg's mom one.
then i cried again
TT
haizz,
pokoknya that day was the first time i wasted too much tears.
till my eyes swollen O.O
i slept for 12 hours,
from 7pm - 7 am
ckckckck

my idol anwei's message^^

 one thing that made me feel i'm day dreaming,
that is I NEVER THINK we(s7n RaTiioNz) WILL BE IN A GROUP WITH THOSE 3 SENIORS and changed our group name to s7n IMPERFECT.
really really..
"zuo meng ye mei xiang dao"
ckckckck

really pei fu Qiqi and axuan a,
in 2 days time axuan busy borrowed t-shirt,short pants and shoes from her friends.
Qiqi busy ride the motorbike go here and there borrow and get the costume that axuan borrowed for final.
ahahhah,
before the first day comp,
we already find and borrow those costume.
very confident isn't it?
ckckckkc

MB angkatan V farewell~

haiyaa,
couldn't fall asleep.
so,blog la :D

as usual,

every year will have once farewell party in every school for primary,junior high school,and senior high school.

our senior finally tamat senior high school already,

really feel happy for them.

wish will meet them at success door.

our school made a farewell party today,
first i go there with a happy smile coz we'll dance on stage and will meet those seniors.
party began,
don't know why i turned bad mood.
maybe i really hate farewel party.
my friends KEEP calling me to take pics and i smiled with fake[ly],

then they KEEP asking me " le cu ni? "
and my ans always " w dio wu cu ni? ".
they KEEP call me to smile and cheer me up.
i do wanna smile too FRIENDS,
but i really really COULDN'T.

after taken pics,
they go wait aside

the weather was not like the pic above,
this cause Qiqi's phone's camera.
need to throw away already la.
xD
when they wait at there,
i was at basket hall listening to my feeling and don't know why my tears drop down (not very down la,just a bit coz i was on make-up and afraid like panda's eyes)
hahaha

i perform twice.

the first one was with Gn.s7n.RaTiionz group,

i dance with no smile,

end the first dance,my form teacher asked me "kenapa kamu kris?"

yeah you know what i reply her.

then she said "nanti harus senyum ya kris? "

ok lo,

i just do what she said.

the second one was with IMPERFECT group.

i did smile,

but my friend said VERY FAKE.

i said it already,

not i don't want,

but couldn't.

school's party end.

we go to pongkar beach.

before chu fa,

those Organizations were cleaning,

we were taking photo.

this time i feel happy already.

with my IDol (zhu jie);)

 you know why i said she <--- is my idol?

i also don't know XD

just feel very like her.

from left to right.
ranthonia,aprilia(ationg),meri,lusianni(Qiqi),kristina(axuan),kristina(me),jessica(houseng).

look my mouth.
lol

 

my ex-first sight lover
lol

at beach we play throw people into sea like the pic above :D(haha).

song lee,

 i throw many people and too careless that didn't notice them,

so they attack me from behind ._.

first performance

our first perfomance was on 5th may,
wahh,
stand on stage feels super good and also super nervous
because of nervous,
i misssed a few part of my dance step -.-
but not very ming sian.
if u not really look and enjoy it,
u won't notice it
till lovey dovey dance,
i had a part that didn't dare to jump or can say not very cohesive
coz my trouser is loose and i forgot use belt.
i feel like my trouser gonna drop down,
then don't dare to jump lo,
hahahah
that belt i use was lend from people at there,
just for make it looked blink blink on stage

here is the video :)

we make-up at salon,
we choose there coz they got skill and the lady boss is my mom's friend
we also got special discount :D
first go in paiseh paiseh,
after a while,
don't know why i start making my friends laugh and those hairdresser also laugh
ckckck
 ok,these are our done make-up faces

i just upload a few of them,

still many but i'm lazy (oo)
in those pic i looked ugly coz after make-up i like mature woman,
then take pic couldn't make a mature pose.
still not mature enough  ._.

we are the third (from behind) one,

we are so touched coz our family and relative still wait for our performance even though they are tired and sleepy already,

i think they wouldn't regret for waiting us a long time,

we done a good job ;)

our dance finished,

almost half of the people go home include ME
hahaha
our behind one is very pity

otw go home,
i scold by my mom,
she said my trouser is the worst one,
but i don't think soo
ckckckck

some boring post

uhhm,

actually this post i want post it yesterday but i was watching dreamhigh 1,

so forgot.

hahaha

yesterday we went to indofutsal on PE lesson,
there got football,basket ball,and badminton court.
we went there by bus.
our class boys were playing football,

while girls were chatting,

we(girls) didn't play anything because lazy want to moved ._.(yeah i admit it)

 

kamseupay.lol

jk

 

 

my inane friend took one,

 i know you'll read it ranthonia

there was your inane pic,

by the way,

nevermind,:)

i know you want took it cause thats the symbol of yours

lol

 freakin PE teacher

 reached school,

at canteen

ah,
on last friday we dance at school hall,
many of students and teachers see us.
then,there is a smaaaall miracle happend,
that was my physic teacher said i dance seem relax,
and he like it XD
ckckckck
really brain tendon less 1 right?
ahahahaha
btw,
i'm very happy

now,i'm preparing boA's dance "eat you up" and don't know what else dance for competition with friends and senior at SMA 1 on 18th may.

so we just have 2 more weeks time to learn it.

this morning had a bit of practice,

rather luan,

cause my health just like a battery of a phone,

must charge it full,

if not,after play for a while of music or video,

lowbat already ._.

we got holidays for 5 days include sunday,

so i'll use the time to learn it more seriously.

hope everything go smoothly.

 

 

 

:)