MY Interesting

Alright..
In this post,
I'm gonna write About some of my interesting..

I'm kinda weird..
I've been a Queen's almost a year,
But still cant see any T-ara post here..
Hmm..
Cant blame me either..
Cuz i've been a long time didnt update my blog..

T-ara is a Korea Girl-Group that i love the most..
Yes!
The most..

I know them since RolyPoly but i start got feeling since Cry-Cry release..
I admit i'm a Queen's since  12-04-12..
the most issue that makes me decided to believe T-ara was the controversy of Bullying Hwayoung..
Honestly,
I nearly believed its true ..
But dunno why when i saw ppl bashed T-ara,
My heart felt so hurt..
Then i also tweeted hwa n say "sorry,i cant help u bashed T-ara cuz i believe its impossible for them to do that,and i'll always support u" << not 100% wrote this..but the meaning was like this..
Since that moment,
My love towards T-ara is as much as the sand on the beach that cant be counted.. *lol..*
actually really like that mah..
I know there r still many Queen's r more love them than i do..
But this cant be compare rite ~

Boram is my First bias..
The second one r the left 6 of them ^^
really cant decide which one is the second,third,n bla bla bla..
Cuz i love all of them..^^

spending an ever nice night with bestie :)

on this 8th lunar new year.
I spent my day with friends..
well..
start from morning..
I woke up at 8 am s'pore time..
help mom selling cakue. cuz I hav to go work at moneychange so I help till 8.45..
at work,
ladyboss looks so quiet..
seems something is troubling her ..
wanna ask her to hav a chat, but I can help nothing..
so canceled..
a bit sad looks my ladyboss like that :(

hmm.
after back from work, I go eat with besties..
Then continue to bingo..
I feel so far with them there ..
after singing along..
they find some high songs..
such as : Fantastic Baby, Bo Peep Bo Peep, Roly Poly ,Lovey Dovey, Party rock anthem , & Gangnam style..
All dance there :D

in night,
we went champion exclusive club..
ordered 5 bottles of Mix max..
it costs Rp 310.000
ckckck..
so expensive.
but it's normal cuz it's EXCLUSIVE..
alright,
I sleep in laoce's house tonight..
have a chat till 04.30 s'pore time..
she said "lets don'T sleep " at first.
but she slept Ald ..
wait ah..
I Go take her slept pic..

so sweet , isn't she ?
Lol..
btw, I'm gonna sleep too..
bye~

the DARK world in my life

as the post i had updated a few days ago in facebook.

don't know why all of my friends ignore me.

yes ! ALL ! :'(

even of my besties.

i really really don't know what i had offend them till they treat me like that.

first,i just take it as i think too much,

so i just forget  it.

till TODAY,i saw my class guys are SCARy.

whereas we used to happy,sad,and got punishment together.

but now???

i really sad.

this morning i answered the question from teacher,

the question was not very serious one.

so like usual we answered with joking.

then after that a guy yelled "tong kosong nyaring bunyinya".

i thought he also kidding with teacher.

teacher asked "who you yelled that with?"

he don't want to reply.

teacher forced him with honestly and he direct POINT me.

i shocked and asked "why me?"

he just looked at other side.

then i feel resentful and drop down my tears. T.T

although he already apologised with me,

but i know he is not ZEN XIN one.

because my teacher threat him.

along the lessons i keep thinking what i had did wrong and offend them,

my tears drop non stop.

till now i still don't know everything.

then,this is..

can say she was my close friend.

after we went to XII.

i separated with my dance friends.

left houseng and I in a class.

at the first she sit alone at aside.

so i asked her to sit beside me.

then she said wanna move sit,

i know what to do,

so i moved sit with Dennis.

this morning we asaked to make 4 ppl in each group.

she (houseng) didn't add me to her group !

SEE !

i treat her well,

she treat me like that.

i feel more sad and di khianati teman.

but nevermind.

I LIVE FOR MYSELF not for THEM.

Without them i still can live.

i'll prove them with my score !

i wanna thanks with a few friends that concern me.

the first one CAROLINE,

she ready to hear me convide with her every ttime i need.

:')

dulu,i had pig sis to convide with.

but now she busy with her kuliah

the second one JACKSEM,

after back from school,

she text me and cheer me up ;')

now,

i'll past all by myself.

and buddha please bless me and help me DU GUO ZHE GE NAN GUAN 

amitabha :D

boring holiday

We got holiday till 15 july.
Damn boring -.-
on last feb i planned wanna go to s'pore find my realative and meet my once meet friend (olivia) miss her a lot :) and ask them out together .
I saved money and finally enough already.
But some problems that i have to settle it with my money,
Thats mean i must choose one of two.
So i choose to settle my problem first.
Coz i think go to s'pore can go on december holiday again.
If now i go,how its going with my problems?
Never done if i'm not settle it and its urgent.
Now i past my time with sleep,help mom,play with baby brother,go to work,and read Some novel and comic.
I ever said that i hate in reading comic and the else books right ?
But now i find it really interesting.
I borrowed those comics from my friend.
I read 7 comics in 4 days.
Then borrowed again 3 novels.
Now i'm Still reading it.
I got new job from this june.
I work in money changer.
the couple of my boss and lay boss are good.
After a few days i work
I lost RM 165 and i was very afraid.
my boss help me checked it.
Then found that not lost.
But i was too muo shen with those money.
So i count it wrong.
hahaha
I work from 05.00 till 09.00
After back from there,
I go home dinner and go to help my mom at stall again Till 11.15 .
Back home 11.30,shower then read novel and go to sleep.
quite boring right?
Maybe not as boring as u expected.
but think it.
People holiday go to anywhere,
But i just stayed at balai -.-

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failed feels

this post i wrote it many days ago liao,
but i still got no enough doc to upload it,
so delay and delay,
till tonight i'm gonna post it

ok,
i had a competition at SMA 1 on 19 may with friends and seniors,
2 weeks before competition days coming,
we practise again and again.
although i was playing and seems not serious while practise,
but at anywhere i do practice.
yeah ANYWHERE.
once at school hall,my friend and i was waiting for bus,
then i felt bored so i asked her to practise with me :')
many people saw us le,
but nevermind la.

at tution centre i also practise.

all of my students looked at me with open mouth.

lol

also at my mom's stall,
my aunt said "kana siaw pek yio le lea"
lol
and just 2 weeks time we learn all the step.
i think its quite fast already la.

before the day of competition coming (night)

Qiqi and i went to axuan's house sleep.

coz afraid not enough time to make-up and rather ma fan,

actually we planned that 7 of us will sleep together at axuan's house,

but people which their parents allowed just me and Qiqi -.-

i couldn't fall asleep coz... just couldn't la,

Qiqi sleep like a pig and don't know what she said while she slept.

lol

then axuan accompany me with have heart to heart talk till very late at night,

so we just slept for 2 hours.

wkwkwk

the first day's costume

 the pics like this pose was photographer asked us pose de ><

if i'm not wrong,just us have.

happy a

these individual photoes was taken by jessica (pelak seng)

xp

not bad ba?
wkwkwkk


then masuk final and would dance again on 20 may.
the costume topic was must on red and white colour as our country's flag.

all red and white,

our shoes tie also red and white

ckckck

we were very confident that the champion will be ours.
but how stupid we were,
why we never think whether they will cheat or not?
never think there was their place and they'll win for sure,
just don't know on which position.
like people said QI WANG YUE GAO SHI WANG YUE DA
don't know my pin yin true or not la,
hahahah

after announced the 1st,2nd and the 3rd one,

i go aside,

then otw go to eat,

ationg's mom send AN WEI message for her,

she show it to me and my tears drop down coz i was very GAN tONG :')

then i quickly pull my helm's glass down to covered my face.

i ride mery then she was the first one know i cry coz i couldn't tahan my cry voice.

and she asked me "yaya,lea hao h?"
i said "bo lah,song hong"

lol

oh y,
my mom let me ride motorbike le :D
reached loro,
my mom called me asked...the meaning like i forget where is my home or i lost my way.
then asked got champion?
i said no,
and she spoke like very fierce,
no any GU LI or AN wEI's word
:'(

i eat roti tisue.

ah,

my roti tissue story is quite funny.

at there i was very shy want to raise my head up,

then my phi cui gonna stream down to my mouth so i messaged mery and wrote "ambilkan tisu"
then she thought i asked her to order roti tissue,

so she ordered it for me.lol

actually i don't have appetite de,

anw she ordered then i eat lo.

back home,
have a shower then Qiqi sent us a message
she wrote

 that message made me feel more touched than ationg's mom one.
then i cried again
TT
haizz,
pokoknya that day was the first time i wasted too much tears.
till my eyes swollen O.O
i slept for 12 hours,
from 7pm - 7 am
ckckckck

my idol anwei's message^^

 one thing that made me feel i'm day dreaming,
that is I NEVER THINK we(s7n RaTiioNz) WILL BE IN A GROUP WITH THOSE 3 SENIORS and changed our group name to s7n IMPERFECT.
really really..
"zuo meng ye mei xiang dao"
ckckckck

really pei fu Qiqi and axuan a,
in 2 days time axuan busy borrowed t-shirt,short pants and shoes from her friends.
Qiqi busy ride the motorbike go here and there borrow and get the costume that axuan borrowed for final.
ahahhah,
before the first day comp,
we already find and borrow those costume.
very confident isn't it?
ckckckkc

MB angkatan V farewell~

haiyaa,
couldn't fall asleep.
so,blog la :D

as usual,

every year will have once farewell party in every school for primary,junior high school,and senior high school.

our senior finally tamat senior high school already,

really feel happy for them.

wish will meet them at success door.

our school made a farewell party today,
first i go there with a happy smile coz we'll dance on stage and will meet those seniors.
party began,
don't know why i turned bad mood.
maybe i really hate farewel party.
my friends KEEP calling me to take pics and i smiled with fake[ly],

then they KEEP asking me " le cu ni? "
and my ans always " w dio wu cu ni? ".
they KEEP call me to smile and cheer me up.
i do wanna smile too FRIENDS,
but i really really COULDN'T.

after taken pics,
they go wait aside

the weather was not like the pic above,
this cause Qiqi's phone's camera.
need to throw away already la.
xD
when they wait at there,
i was at basket hall listening to my feeling and don't know why my tears drop down (not very down la,just a bit coz i was on make-up and afraid like panda's eyes)
hahaha

i perform twice.

the first one was with Gn.s7n.RaTiionz group,

i dance with no smile,

end the first dance,my form teacher asked me "kenapa kamu kris?"

yeah you know what i reply her.

then she said "nanti harus senyum ya kris? "

ok lo,

i just do what she said.

the second one was with IMPERFECT group.

i did smile,

but my friend said VERY FAKE.

i said it already,

not i don't want,

but couldn't.

school's party end.

we go to pongkar beach.

before chu fa,

those Organizations were cleaning,

we were taking photo.

this time i feel happy already.

with my IDol (zhu jie);)

 you know why i said she <--- is my idol?

i also don't know XD

just feel very like her.

from left to right.
ranthonia,aprilia(ationg),meri,lusianni(Qiqi),kristina(axuan),kristina(me),jessica(houseng).

look my mouth.
lol

 

my ex-first sight lover
lol

at beach we play throw people into sea like the pic above :D(haha).

song lee,

 i throw many people and too careless that didn't notice them,

so they attack me from behind ._.

first performance

our first perfomance was on 5th may,
wahh,
stand on stage feels super good and also super nervous
because of nervous,
i misssed a few part of my dance step -.-
but not very ming sian.
if u not really look and enjoy it,
u won't notice it
till lovey dovey dance,
i had a part that didn't dare to jump or can say not very cohesive
coz my trouser is loose and i forgot use belt.
i feel like my trouser gonna drop down,
then don't dare to jump lo,
hahahah
that belt i use was lend from people at there,
just for make it looked blink blink on stage

here is the video :)

we make-up at salon,
we choose there coz they got skill and the lady boss is my mom's friend
we also got special discount :D
first go in paiseh paiseh,
after a while,
don't know why i start making my friends laugh and those hairdresser also laugh
ckckck
 ok,these are our done make-up faces

i just upload a few of them,

still many but i'm lazy (oo)
in those pic i looked ugly coz after make-up i like mature woman,
then take pic couldn't make a mature pose.
still not mature enough  ._.

we are the third (from behind) one,

we are so touched coz our family and relative still wait for our performance even though they are tired and sleepy already,

i think they wouldn't regret for waiting us a long time,

we done a good job ;)

our dance finished,

almost half of the people go home include ME
hahaha
our behind one is very pity

otw go home,
i scold by my mom,
she said my trouser is the worst one,
but i don't think soo
ckckckck