the DARK world in my life

as the post i had updated a few days ago in facebook.

don't know why all of my friends ignore me.

yes ! ALL ! :'(

even of my besties.

i really really don't know what i had offend them till they treat me like that.

first,i just take it as i think too much,

so i just forget  it.

till TODAY,i saw my class guys are SCARy.

whereas we used to happy,sad,and got punishment together.

but now???

i really sad.

this morning i answered the question from teacher,

the question was not very serious one.

so like usual we answered with joking.

then after that a guy yelled "tong kosong nyaring bunyinya".

i thought he also kidding with teacher.

teacher asked "who you yelled that with?"

he don't want to reply.

teacher forced him with honestly and he direct POINT me.

i shocked and asked "why me?"

he just looked at other side.

then i feel resentful and drop down my tears. T.T

although he already apologised with me,

but i know he is not ZEN XIN one.

because my teacher threat him.

along the lessons i keep thinking what i had did wrong and offend them,

my tears drop non stop.

till now i still don't know everything.

then,this is..

can say she was my close friend.

after we went to XII.

i separated with my dance friends.

left houseng and I in a class.

at the first she sit alone at aside.

so i asked her to sit beside me.

then she said wanna move sit,

i know what to do,

so i moved sit with Dennis.

this morning we asaked to make 4 ppl in each group.

she (houseng) didn't add me to her group !

SEE !

i treat her well,

she treat me like that.

i feel more sad and di khianati teman.

but nevermind.

I LIVE FOR MYSELF not for THEM.

Without them i still can live.

i'll prove them with my score !

i wanna thanks with a few friends that concern me.

the first one CAROLINE,

she ready to hear me convide with her every ttime i need.

:')

dulu,i had pig sis to convide with.

but now she busy with her kuliah

the second one JACKSEM,

after back from school,

she text me and cheer me up ;')

now,

i'll past all by myself.

and buddha please bless me and help me DU GUO ZHE GE NAN GUAN 

amitabha :D