failed feels

this post i wrote it many days ago liao,
but i still got no enough doc to upload it,
so delay and delay,
till tonight i'm gonna post it

ok,
i had a competition at SMA 1 on 19 may with friends and seniors,
2 weeks before competition days coming,
we practise again and again.
although i was playing and seems not serious while practise,
but at anywhere i do practice.
yeah ANYWHERE.
once at school hall,my friend and i was waiting for bus,
then i felt bored so i asked her to practise with me :')
many people saw us le,
but nevermind la.

at tution centre i also practise.

all of my students looked at me with open mouth.

lol

also at my mom's stall,
my aunt said "kana siaw pek yio le lea"
lol
and just 2 weeks time we learn all the step.
i think its quite fast already la.

before the day of competition coming (night)

Qiqi and i went to axuan's house sleep.

coz afraid not enough time to make-up and rather ma fan,

actually we planned that 7 of us will sleep together at axuan's house,

but people which their parents allowed just me and Qiqi -.-

i couldn't fall asleep coz... just couldn't la,

Qiqi sleep like a pig and don't know what she said while she slept.

lol

then axuan accompany me with have heart to heart talk till very late at night,

so we just slept for 2 hours.

wkwkwk

the first day's costume

 the pics like this pose was photographer asked us pose de ><

if i'm not wrong,just us have.

happy a

these individual photoes was taken by jessica (pelak seng)

xp

not bad ba?
wkwkwkk


then masuk final and would dance again on 20 may.
the costume topic was must on red and white colour as our country's flag.

all red and white,

our shoes tie also red and white

ckckck

we were very confident that the champion will be ours.
but how stupid we were,
why we never think whether they will cheat or not?
never think there was their place and they'll win for sure,
just don't know on which position.
like people said QI WANG YUE GAO SHI WANG YUE DA
don't know my pin yin true or not la,
hahahah

after announced the 1st,2nd and the 3rd one,

i go aside,

then otw go to eat,

ationg's mom send AN WEI message for her,

she show it to me and my tears drop down coz i was very GAN tONG :')

then i quickly pull my helm's glass down to covered my face.

i ride mery then she was the first one know i cry coz i couldn't tahan my cry voice.

and she asked me "yaya,lea hao h?"
i said "bo lah,song hong"

lol

oh y,
my mom let me ride motorbike le :D
reached loro,
my mom called me asked...the meaning like i forget where is my home or i lost my way.
then asked got champion?
i said no,
and she spoke like very fierce,
no any GU LI or AN wEI's word
:'(

i eat roti tisue.

ah,

my roti tissue story is quite funny.

at there i was very shy want to raise my head up,

then my phi cui gonna stream down to my mouth so i messaged mery and wrote "ambilkan tisu"
then she thought i asked her to order roti tissue,

so she ordered it for me.lol

actually i don't have appetite de,

anw she ordered then i eat lo.

back home,
have a shower then Qiqi sent us a message
she wrote

 that message made me feel more touched than ationg's mom one.
then i cried again
TT
haizz,
pokoknya that day was the first time i wasted too much tears.
till my eyes swollen O.O
i slept for 12 hours,
from 7pm - 7 am
ckckckck

my idol anwei's message^^

 one thing that made me feel i'm day dreaming,
that is I NEVER THINK we(s7n RaTiioNz) WILL BE IN A GROUP WITH THOSE 3 SENIORS and changed our group name to s7n IMPERFECT.
really really..
"zuo meng ye mei xiang dao"
ckckckck

really pei fu Qiqi and axuan a,
in 2 days time axuan busy borrowed t-shirt,short pants and shoes from her friends.
Qiqi busy ride the motorbike go here and there borrow and get the costume that axuan borrowed for final.
ahahhah,
before the first day comp,
we already find and borrow those costume.
very confident isn't it?
ckckckkc