receive mid day

yesterday was the day of receive mid,

before i get the paper,
my friend asked me "don't u afraid?"
i said "didn't i look like very afraid?"
she replied "no"

yeah,

i'm not afraid of my score,

i just afraid d pnggil ortu,

if d pgl, i'll doom,

before doom, i must prepare to dig a hole,

 for wad le?

haizz,

better mae say la,

in my class,
15 people d pgl ortu includ me,
bud,
yg d trima cuma 10,
so, i saved :)

i felt very stress,
coz i'm the oldest in my mom's child ,n must be a good eq for my bro n sis,
oso the one which no need my mom to worried.
 in grade 2 of junior high school,
i ever d pgl ortu,
always fall sleep in class,
luckily my mom qa marh,
coz she know wad am i doing in the nite,
hhiihihii

when i showed the paper to my mom,

she asked,

how to look?

then i tell her lo,

luckily my mom didn't nag,

otherwise...............

continue to my mid pPer

very wish the time will fly back aqain

 first,
about my score,
ckckkcckkc,
over happy till gone crazy,,

scond,
my afektif all sedang,
ckckckck,
no tinggi no rendah,
should happy or sad le???

third,
kelakuan,got rank 5 for worst girl in class,
whereas, i don't think i'm very noisy a,
mala d  bilng.......
haiizz,

it's ok la,
uda ga d pgl uda brsyukur,
_/\_

yay

yay,
tomorrow my brother comeback to blai le,
 O.o
didn't i said he stayed there for 1 week?

yeah,,
at first,
my mom said that so,
but,
in this aftrnoon i went there to visit him,
then my relative said he sat at floor,
den melamun, after that his tear drop out without crying,
:'(
heard my relative said that,
my tears almost drop out too,
then she wanted to continue,
i quickly take my brother out,
felt xin suan,
and wan to cried.
then i said with my mother and aunts,
my mothr just pretend it usual,
but, i believed her heart was hurt-est than us,
she just want to said with herself,
that was a joke.
my aunts also felt xin suan,
one of them said,
let me look after him la,
then decided to take him back,,

sometimes,

felt he was very annoying,

like to made the things which we don't like it,

but my mom said "this is his job"

ckckckckkc

ever 1 day,
my mom was busy-ing,
then he drop down the plates,bucket,etc
my mom get mad,
and told us to take away,
my sister and i replied her "this is his job"
:D
then she just keep silent,
hahahha

when i know my mom was pregnant,
i was very disagree,
then said,
i'll nver look after for him,
my mom heard very sad,
and said want to have an abortion,
when i heard my mom said that,
i felt khe xi,
then told my mom to birth lo,

since that little devil came to this world,

i have no freedom already,

such as : 

-can't hang out with friends,

-evry 3 hour later must made him milk 1 time,

-he eek i must wash it, (super geli)

-1 day must hav 3 times bath, (kao ce)

-no online time,(except he sleep)

-must take him go to cycling, (aqar ga jdi sua pa)

-if take him out,

i became his mom,

coz, most of them asked "how old is ur son? 

-,-  wth

but now,
i can't happy without him,
ckckckck

suddenly miss-ing him

O.o

does the word of HIM refers to my second love?

nope,

so,

who did i miss?

ok,

i start my story now,

this morning,
bfore went to school,

my mood was vry well,
coz, saturday is my favourite day,

den,

after start school activies,
suddenly felt badmood,

also dunno why,

after the school activities end,

i went to my classroom,

then closed my eyes,

suddenly my tears drop out,

during junior high school untill now,

there is the first time i cried at school,

-,-
i was very scared that my friends would saw me cry,

so,

i stuck on the table,
then cry in no one know,

but,

at last,

they realize too
(wat a shameful condition)

i cried b'coz i missed my baby brother,

now he stayed in meral for 1 week,

today was the scond nite he stayed there,

coz my grandma wanna qo to china,

den,no one look after him,

so,my mother sent him to relatives' home to stayed for1 week,

damn miss him,

qot no time to go there visit him,

but, if i hav time,

i also daren't vsit him,

b'coz i scared i'll cry aqain when i wanna qo home,

T_T

bfore the first nite he went,

in the nite,

i woke him up to took photo with me,

den his expression was 

lol,

den,i follow his post lo,

wanna see more?
ok,
i upload some,

piece ^^

then,

say cheese :D

and then,

hooooooaaammm

i think enough alrdy la,

hahaha,

b'coz i wanna sleep jua liw,
so, nite n byeee

failed

hihihih,
i failed in the post of MYb i'll change my life,
:D
u know why i write MYB?
hahaha,
b'coz i know it i can't,
bt,
at least,i tried it alrdy,

just write the case which made me failed,

i write wanna change become hardwoking for study,
bt,
this moning at school,
all of my classmate were having a note,
n me,was reading comic book,
-,-
actually,
reading comic book,novel,etc are the most i hate it,
b'coz,,,,,,
hate ju si hate loo,
^^

bt, one of my friend asked me "wanna read?"
i said "i dun like to read comic book"
den, my devil spirit appear and told me to see it for a while,
yeah see lo,

den felt this story is very interesting,
lazy wan to read,
but i'm vry curious the story inside de comic,
asked friend,she say "i hven't read it yet "
wth, ju stuck keng lo,

den change become a mute,

i'm tempted by my friends,

they know the usually me is a talkative,

dn,

suddenly i became too quiet,

they felt weird,

so, made some funny things to make me laugh n speak,

about humorist,

if i start to talk,

i'll joke with them definitely,

MYb i'll change my life

do u know,why i'll write this post?

surely dunno,rite?

do u know why i'll know u don't know?

coz,i oso dunno,

-,-

jst felt dat,

i need to change,

change wat le?

>> change become hardwoking for study, evnthouqh help for someone who need my help,

>> change become parents' good daughter,

>> change bcome a mute,

>> change bcome a stranger at school,

>> i dun wan to be a humorist anymore (for my friend who deem me as humorist)

i dunno couldn't i change it?

i felt tired alrdy,

i know dat i'm naughty,

bt,for who i'm naughty with?
for u my dearest,

why i said it for u?

-if i'm not naughty,

will i made u felt happy?

-if i'm not naughty,

will u felt more relax in study-ing?

-if i'm not naughty,

will u discard ur bored? 

n sometimes i purpose to made an ugly face,

evnthough a silly face,

mean,i wan to see u laugh,

bt now?

all it mean nothng alrdy,

I"M TIRED towards u,

i accept sincerly when u bullied me,

bt, u?

i feel very dissapointed to u,,

mature's world

i want to be a child who will nver mature,

but,it is impossible

i know,if someone born on this world,

they will go mature,

but,why mature's world were be complicated?
if mature,
we will meet many more problems,such as:
>>> a thing which will let us find our blissful eventhough harm,
        it's named LOVE <3
>>> problems of  friendsip
>>> problems of  family
>>> problems of  our future

in this few days,
i met those all problems,except family problems

    in love problem,

i need someone to give me suggestion,

coz i'm not vry undrstand in it .

     in friendship problem,
it made me qot the question of why must we be a busybody to interput friends affair?
couldn't we help them when they come to us?
if we still be a busybody,we will more hated by them,
den finally, u will be given black stamp on ur face by ur friends

   in problem of my future,

about my university lecture,

i still feel confusing,

although has given way from senior,

characteristic of mine

in this post,

i want to write about some of my character,

i believe u guys know what character mean is,

and everybdy have their own different characters

 

 yesterdY (06 okt),

i just realized it,

firstly,

i was browsed with badmood,

n,

dunno wat de reason,

i ever said to someone "impossible badmood without reason",

bt, now i believe in de word of NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE

den,

my senior chat me,

she asked me to study,

den i replied her tang,

after end that topic,
i tried to find some topic,

bud,

she dunno i'm in badmood n continue with her joke,

it make me felt more palak -,-
aftr she know,

she send sis mr bean's web to me,

first time saw it,

felt shocked , anyway funny too la,

i tink this pic i have found was wrong in this post,
actually that aries should get that arrow
(it's ok la)

asked for my horoscope,

wan to know my character,

after find in ,,,,,,,,,,,

erm, dunno where she find la,

keep joke said dun wan say wif me,

``fine,

she asked

" did i like to si sua sio when i'm in relation?,

i replied

 dunno,coz i had been a long time no inlove

" dislike de day of test? ,

>>nope le, myb depend on wat lesson

" want freedom ,

>>yeah, freedom is de most of de most i want in my lIFE

" said what in my mind,

" don't like the things which will make bother bother,

" don't want to lose,

>>hm hm

" loyal with de one who i love"
>>wow,this quotation make me felt SUANG,

lol

aftr dat,

see de look like when i sleep,
de charcter was

digestion not good,

pessimist,

lacking love,

secritive.

ckcckcck,

exactly same,

sometimes think,

"we ourselves did not know wat our character,

why internet know???

hahaha