MYb i'll change my life

do u know,why i'll write this post?

surely dunno,rite?

do u know why i'll know u don't know?

coz,i oso dunno,

-,-

jst felt dat,

i need to change,

change wat le?

>> change become hardwoking for study, evnthouqh help for someone who need my help,

>> change become parents' good daughter,

>> change bcome a mute,

>> change bcome a stranger at school,

>> i dun wan to be a humorist anymore (for my friend who deem me as humorist)

i dunno couldn't i change it?

i felt tired alrdy,

i know dat i'm naughty,

bt,for who i'm naughty with?
for u my dearest,

why i said it for u?

-if i'm not naughty,

will i made u felt happy?

-if i'm not naughty,

will u felt more relax in study-ing?

-if i'm not naughty,

will u discard ur bored? 

n sometimes i purpose to made an ugly face,

evnthough a silly face,

mean,i wan to see u laugh,

bt now?

all it mean nothng alrdy,

I"M TIRED towards u,

i accept sincerly when u bullied me,

bt, u?

i feel very dissapointed to u,,