suddenly miss-ing him

O.o

does the word of HIM refers to my second love?

nope,

so,

who did i miss?

ok,

i start my story now,

this morning,
bfore went to school,

my mood was vry well,
coz, saturday is my favourite day,

den,

after start school activies,
suddenly felt badmood,

also dunno why,

after the school activities end,

i went to my classroom,

then closed my eyes,

suddenly my tears drop out,

during junior high school untill now,

there is the first time i cried at school,

-,-
i was very scared that my friends would saw me cry,

so,

i stuck on the table,
then cry in no one know,

but,

at last,

they realize too
(wat a shameful condition)

i cried b'coz i missed my baby brother,

now he stayed in meral for 1 week,

today was the scond nite he stayed there,

coz my grandma wanna qo to china,

den,no one look after him,

so,my mother sent him to relatives' home to stayed for1 week,

damn miss him,

qot no time to go there visit him,

but, if i hav time,

i also daren't vsit him,

b'coz i scared i'll cry aqain when i wanna qo home,

T_T

bfore the first nite he went,

in the nite,

i woke him up to took photo with me,

den his expression was 

lol,

den,i follow his post lo,

wanna see more?
ok,
i upload some,

piece ^^

then,

say cheese :D

and then,

hooooooaaammm

i think enough alrdy la,

hahaha,

b'coz i wanna sleep jua liw,
so, nite n byeee